I've something to show here, to all my readers... two things that i had in mind...
Of one, is that i had watched a japanese drama, about a young girl, caught up with teenage pregnancy ( to my readers, dont be like her ) and she overcome circumstances, of life and death, and of insults and shame. the title is "14 sai no haha" means 14 year old mother. the lead actress, mirai shida, did a very good job in Queen's classroom. Well, in this drama, she move forward in to a higher level of acting. she has shown much mature throughout this drama, as shedecided to give birth. A very sad story i would say, as there are lotz of crying.

Well, the theme song is juz plain wonderful, "Shirushi" by Mr Children. Here is the PV in youtube



Another one, would Gackt's Redemption, another super nice song, for those who like rock music. The song is used in Final Fantasy VII:Dirge of Cerberus.

Searching….

I think I have done a terrible mistake, and that is left my Friendster's page still logged on, on a shared computer. Well , a nasty guy messed up my stuffs there saying bad things on the shoutout as well as posting nasty messages to my friend. Hope he forgive me… The search is still on , either classical or rock… Which is better… to express yourself.. Well, I liked both so to say, though classical is abit hard to appreciate. I might be wrong, but this is just my POV.

    Sometimes, I wonder do I need to search myself and how God stands in my life… Been through the valley of shadow of death (death to spiritual life, that is in my understanding, disobedience), still he is ever so faithful in my life, and ever ready to receive me back. When we are a living sacrifice, it is so easy to crawl away from the altar. A swine will go back to the mud even though you have cleaned him, and have him dressed up. We need to constantly crucify our sinful nature, in order that God to be ruled in our throne of heart. Is the Lord, alone is in the throne of your heart? We shall not trust other things except the Lord.

For it is written, "be holy, for I am holy" (1 Pet 1:16 ,cross-referenced in Lev 11:44, Lev 19:2, Lev 20:7, Amos 3:3) But, will we ever make it… by God's strength we will, for He has given us the Lord Jesus, for suffering on the cross, so that he can bridge us back to God Almighty. Only he is worthy enough to be our Saviour, and be honored by all our praises.. He chooses to come down on Earth, to become one of us, going through the life of a human being, to be able to have the feelings of a human being: betrayal, pain, suffering, happy, and many more, juz so that He can understand what you and I are facing right now.. Be it a positive, or negative. He has done it! He has gone through even death and he alone has won the battle… The search is still on…

How wonderful is He alone, be so in love with us, that he chooses to die for our sins, that we never perish in Hell for what we have done, but to commune with Him forever in Heaven … Few who are willing to walk this narrow way to Paradise, therefore, we as His children, are to encourage each other to walk together, this narrow way..