The Pursuit Of Purity

Dear Lord, I pray that Lord will give me strength, commitment, discipline and endurance to pursue a life of purity. Lord, time and time again have I sinned against you, and frankly I felt so tired repeating those sins. It makes me really want to be cleanse completely from those sins. I understand that this decision is on daily basis, as I submit my flesh to you each and every day of my life. This part of life in pursuit of purity: Staying pure from sexual sins.

    My opinion is that men were created to be sexually excited by sight. Therefore, when we see something or someone, our body activates. Thus, it is our decision to choose to submit our flesh to God or submit our flesh to our desire. The Lord has said to keep ourselves pure before Him, each and every day of our life. Residual images that displeases God often reveals inside my mind. For the Lord has said, that our heart is the temple of our Holy Spirit, and therefore it is our responsibility to keep it pure, every day of our life. So, Lord, help me to control myself and get rid from remembering those images. The sights and colours often lures me to the desire. Sometimes Lord, it is my stupid decision and it is not the temptation that leads me to those sins, as I ventured through looking those images, often because loneliness. Help me to divert my attention back to you, back to your holy sight, and back to your presence, Lord. In this manner, I can be close to you, and will not commit the same sin again.

    I have a thought that when I am going to be married, I am gonna sing this songs with my beloved, holding hands while singing to our Lord, our matchmaker.

Song: For This Cause – Hillsong



Hope has found its home within me

Now that I've been found in You

Let all that I am be all You want me to be

'Cause all I want is more of You



Let Your presence fall upon us

I want to see You face to face

Let me live forever lost in Your love

'Cause all I want is more of You

All I want is more of You



I'm living for this cause

I lay down my life

Into Your hands



I'm living for the truth

The hope of the world

In You I'll stand

'Cause all I want is You

All I want is

All I want is You

Jesus

Song: With All I Am – Hillsong

Into your hand

I commit again

with all I am

for you Lord



you hold my world

in the palm of your hand

and I'm yours forever



CHORUS

Jesus I believe in you

Jesus I belong to you

you're the reason that I live

the reason that I sing

with all I am



I'll walk with you

wherever you go

through tears and joy

I'll trust in you



and I will live

in all of your ways and

your promises forever



CHORUS



I will worship I will worship you forever



CHORUS

 

Hey ya guys, shasiburi…..

Hao jiu bu jian le. This is the first time I'm using Word 2007 to publish my blog.

There was this song that moved my heart quite recently, I can never stop thinking and listening to it.

Sea of Love ~English Version~ by TSUBAKI

This song is a soundtrack from Densha Otoko, a romantic comedy.

love, it always makes me heave a sigh
love, i know it shows me smiles and joys
but love, it sometimes makes me lose my sight
so i say i'll never fall in love again
if you want me to trust your words
if you want me to take your hands
if you want me to hold each other
show me what i want
you wonder why i wanna be with you
you need to understand the reasons,but
i can believe in you will make me strong
so i'll be over yester-love
i know i have to face the fear and tears
to be close to you
please don't make me drift away
keep your eyes on me in the sea of love
once we fall into the sea of love
we can't keep the senses as before
love will ask us too much than we can
till the day we lose our faith and fall apart
i think it's won't last forever
we're not meant to be together
no one but you can save me
from the despair in my heart
i wonder why you wanna be with me
no matter where we are, don't let me go
give a thousand words of love to me
to let me make sure where i am
i know you 're always done your best for me
to be close to me
you are only one for me
keep my eyes on you
sea of love
just you and i can see
the sea of love
spread the end of love
please show me the light and let me through
say come to me
hold out your hand to me
to let me be in your love
the things i need to be is your honesty
you wonder why i wanna be with you
you need to understand the reason,but
i can believe in you will make me strong
so i'll be over yester-love
i know i have to face the fear and tears
to be close to you
please don't make me drift away
keep your eyes on me
i wonder why you wanna be with me
no matter where we are,don't let me go
give a thousand words of love to me
to let me make sure where i am
i know you're always done your best for me
to be close to me
you're only one for me
take my hand
you're only one for me
keep your eyes on me
in the sea of love

Face 2 fAKE -Chanto tsukandemasu kara

Sometimes, I do visualize myself as Yamada-san, and his character reveals my own weaknesses.

Guess I watched too much of this lovey story. It's just that it is not my time yet, and I don't want to be hurted, thinking that I will surely failed in having a relationship,

Well, my friend says that there will be always someone watching over me, and only God knows that.

This few days, I had been annoyed by the song, and it seems it is bothering my feelings. But, I just couldn't help it, guess I'm helpless to it. My situation now is like I'm craving for something intact, and that desire is juz fulfilled by juz listening to these songs. I juz don't want to be hurted again, and I would suppress my feelings for now.

(listening back and forth Diamond Dust, Sea of Love on iTunes)