Sunday, July 12, 2009
Atashi William des. Yoroshiku onegaishimasu.
I'm officially graduated, with above average CGPA..
IT's been a while, since my last post... Can't really putting words together since my last hiatus..
Oh well, time to begin another phase of life. The exciting one? Oh, if it draws input, then the mass and energy is conserved. if not, i have conserve on the waste energy sapped by my parents.. Time to install a efficient exchanger, or to upgrade my equipment.. (means, either i conserve the rest of the resources[money], or i can start producing)..
Well, be sure to visit my site to obtain more information about my new plans for designing an efficient production plant (embark on a career, temp or full)
Sunday, September 07, 2008
it is been a very very long time de....
To all my readers, u muz be thinking ..., where am i and how am i now... ??
to the very least, my life journey graph though like the normal distribution but in everything SEEK GOD ... and TRUST IN HIM
though we are walking through the waters, he is there for us, guiding us step by step...
Therefore, trust in Him...
Lotz of events happened, happy ones, sad ones..... I will summarize the events... (brief one)
1. Internship
its been a normal one, i would say, as i have been in the same company... everyday has been a normal boring day... taking samples, testing samples... get to know some of the friends...
2. Phuket Trip
Went to Phuket trip with my parents, and my bro's girlfriend... had a really nice one .. Tried a live gun (Colt .45). My bro used my favorite, Beretta 92FS. a really nicely designed semi-automatic handgun. Went for the Phi Phi Lay for snorkelling trip.. Jalan-jalan in the Patong Beach area, for sightseeing and also shopping.
3. Birthday Dinner
My parents throw a hotel stay for me, and called my grandparents, and my cousins for a few nites in Penang. Invited my friend, Choon Mei, for a dinner in Friday's. Had a great night with her, as we have never seen each others for a long time..
My life journey..
At least for now, let us not linger in the past, now my life journey is renewed...
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Of one, is that i had watched a japanese drama, about a young girl, caught up with teenage pregnancy ( to my readers, dont be like her ) and she overcome circumstances, of life and death, and of insults and shame. the title is "14 sai no haha" means 14 year old mother. the lead actress, mirai shida, did a very good job in Queen's classroom. Well, in this drama, she move forward in to a higher level of acting. she has shown much mature throughout this drama, as shedecided to give birth. A very sad story i would say, as there are lotz of crying.
Well, the theme song is juz plain wonderful, "Shirushi" by Mr Children. Here is the PV in youtube
Another one, would Gackt's Redemption, another super nice song, for those who like rock music. The song is used in Final Fantasy VII:Dirge of Cerberus.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Searching….
I think I have done a terrible mistake, and that is left my Friendster's page still logged on, on a shared computer. Well , a nasty guy messed up my stuffs there saying bad things on the shoutout as well as posting nasty messages to my friend. Hope he forgive me… The search is still on , either classical or rock… Which is better… to express yourself.. Well, I liked both so to say, though classical is abit hard to appreciate. I might be wrong, but this is just my POV.
Sometimes, I wonder do I need to search myself and how God stands in my life… Been through the valley of shadow of death (death to spiritual life, that is in my understanding, disobedience), still he is ever so faithful in my life, and ever ready to receive me back. When we are a living sacrifice, it is so easy to crawl away from the altar. A swine will go back to the mud even though you have cleaned him, and have him dressed up. We need to constantly crucify our sinful nature, in order that God to be ruled in our throne of heart. Is the Lord, alone is in the throne of your heart? We shall not trust other things except the Lord.
For it is written, "be holy, for I am holy" (1 Pet 1:16 ,cross-referenced in Lev 11:44, Lev 19:2, Lev 20:7, Amos 3:3) But, will we ever make it… by God's strength we will, for He has given us the Lord Jesus, for suffering on the cross, so that he can bridge us back to God Almighty. Only he is worthy enough to be our Saviour, and be honored by all our praises.. He chooses to come down on Earth, to become one of us, going through the life of a human being, to be able to have the feelings of a human being: betrayal, pain, suffering, happy, and many more, juz so that He can understand what you and I are facing right now.. Be it a positive, or negative. He has done it! He has gone through even death and he alone has won the battle… The search is still on…
How wonderful is He alone, be so in love with us, that he chooses to die for our sins, that we never perish in Hell for what we have done, but to commune with Him forever in Heaven … Few who are willing to walk this narrow way to Paradise, therefore, we as His children, are to encourage each other to walk together, this narrow way..
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Updates……
Well, I am actually kinda sad as some of my application for industrial internship has been rejected, namely Schlumberger and IOI Oleochemicals. But, I think God has closed their doors, in a way that He knows best. Then, my first application with Shell is not very fruitful, I would say, that I am still waiting for the arrangement for the telephone interview, so disappointing, but haiz, guess, this is patience.
Last time, I dun really have the discipline to cleanse my face everyday, but nowadays, I am using astringent and moisturizer…. Haha. Dunno what's wrong with me….
That's it for today,
U-571 soundtrack accompanied through the penning of my thoughts.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Well, at last our much-awaited event has been over, and it is AWESOME. Thinking back, we had been sacrificing our last week of holidays to come back and to have training for the event. It is what i would call a gathering of musical talents. In this event, UTP Orchestra has spent time and efforts in making this event a success. Well, being a member of Chinese Musical Division of UTP Orchestra, i somewhat felt proud, to be part of this event. In our division, we are given the opportunity to play 6 songs. Alright, the 1st song for our division in this event is a interesting piece and it titled 红旗染上红旗扬, as we are accompanying Suo Na. Well, we took hours juz to practice that music piece. Henry was describing to me that he thinks that the composer of this music piece is very playful when writing the music. We also played Rhythm Of the Rain, and 我有一段情。For the other songs, we have several solos. Our music instructor, Mr Steven Goh Suk Liang and Jia Min played Er hu on 桃花过渡。On the other hand, we have Gary Pang and Mr Tan played Dizi on this song, 但愿人长久。We also have a female singer singing "囚鸟“by Cass Phang. She has a very sweet voice, also her voice is also quite powerful. A very good singer i would say. We also have the UTP Gamelan, and the UTP Keronchong to perform with us in the event . There was this interesting piece from Gamelan that i really fond of. It starts of the players begin chanting "Alimasi" or some sort, and for me, it is very anthemic and i felt that the music is very encouraging, sort of like a very bersemangat kind of music. (Raises morale). On top of that, we also have our Indian Musical Division (Sangeeth) to join us in our event too. And last but not the least, we invited Cheryl Samad , and Altimet as guest performers. Well, in short, the event was a big success, as all of us have painstakingly spent hours juz on the event. And not only us, we also want to thank the Classical & Jazz Div, and Sangeeth Div. Also not forgetting are the UTP Gamelan, on their beautiful and well orchestrated music, and also UTP Keronchong, both on their live performances. They also sung very well. For me, i am somewhat fond of multi-layered Gamelan music, as they used various instruments such as Sarun Barung, Bonang Barung and Penerus, Gambang and also the Gendang , not forgetting the Gong and other several percussion instruments (Snare Drum, and Latin Percussion). Well, that's it for today.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Well, to kick start with it, i've been having too much coffee, imagining a packet of Nescafe regular and a big packet of white coffee, is now killing me!!!! Spending my time watching Storm Raiders (Aaron Kwok, Ekin Cheng, Kristy Yeung, Sonny Chiba). and the coffee hangover is keeping me awake. Need to sleep for tomorrow morning's practice. These few days, i've been worrying bout my ETP group, having to communicate with them about the proposals. Having said that, all of them seem to push the leader's responsibilities to me. Well, i guess it will be my challenging ground as i lead them into making the project into reality. To start off, i had thought about a water filter to make our life easier. A combination of several separation methods, and possibly those which are low cost, and easy to maintain, which i thought of borrowing Pandanex technology. Well, i need to thank my dad for contributing some of his ideas, of recycling waste oil to make fuel ( not sure if its biodiesel, or some other things.)
I had always thought about energy, its development and its conversion for the benefit of mankind. Ever since i'm young enough to know that the world is dying, Ive been to realize that my dream would be to make fully use of renewable fuels. Nuclear, wind and others.
I have been having lots of daydreaming about my intimate relationship with another human being. its been bothering of whether do i need to carry on with it, or to focus my time, strength and heart to my Saviour, which save me from sin, and shame, using His own blood. Need to really think and to realign myself to His will. Well, it is not easy to say that but, i feel that my time is still not yet up. I felt that the Lord is preparing me for it. Guess i need to wait for his time.
Partly, the reason is that ive been listening to heartbreaking love songs, especially the song "Ame" (meaning Rain) by Yui Ichikawa, which is a cover by Chisato Moritaka. Here are the lyrics. (both Romaji and translation)
Artist: Ichikawa Yui
Title: Ame (Rain)
Words: Moritaka Chisato
Music: Moritaka Chisato
in the rain, disappearing drop by drop
every time I look, it makes me sad.
we're both silent, umbrellas unopened
goodbye, my love.
I want to cry my heart out, and be held tightly
but now you're so far away from me.
the rain may be cold, but I want to be wet by it
because it washes away the tears and memories.
you softly grab my arm and pull me toward you
are you looking for the words to say goodbye?
but I won't cry.
these tears are just the rain.
I want to cry my heart out, and be held tightly
but I don't need anything, if you'll just stay by my side
the rain may be cold, but I want to be wet by it
because it washes away your warmth
the rain may be cold but I want to be wet by it
because it washes away the tears and memories.
Translated By: Brian Stewart & Takako Sakuma
Translator's Notes: A cover of Moritaka Chisato's heartbreaker of the same name.
Romaji
hitotsu hitotsu kieteyuku ame no naka
mitsumeru tabi ni kanashiku naru
kasa mo sasazu futari ha damatteiru wa
sayonara watashi no koi
omoikiri naite tsuyoku dakaretai keredo
ima no watashi ha toosugiru anata ga
ame ha tsumetai kedo nureteitai no
omoide mo namida mo nagasu kara
sotto anata watashi no te wo hikiyose
saigo no kotoba sagashiteru no?
dakedo watashi naitari nanka shinai
namida ha ame no sei yo
omoikiri naite anata ni dakaretai kedo
nanimo iranai kono mama soba ni ite
ame ha tsumetai kedo nureteitai no
anata no nukumori wo nagasu kara
ame ha tsumetai kedo nureteitai no
omoide mo namida mo nagasu kara
Romaji By: Brian Stewart
For me, i havent experience what the song meant. But, given the timing set by my Lord, he will do things in a wonderful way. Praise the Lord.